What you expect?

Hazzique : I miss Ngui Ngui. ):
Me : Aww. When is she coming back ?
Ziq : 30th of december. ):
Me : Damn. If she come back earlier, I would ask her to follow you when you're coming to Kuala Lumpur.

Guilt. The feeling that comes to mind, when convicts come across.

The thought of crime,
makes our life squeeze like lime.
Every guilt say goodbye,
ashamed & sigh.
A pair of jeans got ripped,
that's where everybody slipped.
When a person gets blamed,
thats when everybody got flamed.

Every human being has their own crime.
They are convicts. They are the lie.

Conviction is difficulty.
Difficulty is life.

Just because,
Anonymous.

im drown in fear, hoping for a helping hand,
but every single day i notice no one really care.
im as happy as you know it,
atleast thats how i made you feel.
i got my head down,
no one noticing my frown.
pray to god for a new chapter,
but its not what im after
and even after,
i get injured from all the disaster.
lovely,
i cant see the reason im lyk this.
you put me down you pull me up,
you drop me just to see me bleed.
you dont feel it but its painful.
youre the cause of my depression.

if i died, would you fucking stop and care about me? would you shed a tear everytime you missed a sign of my depression? i wanna show it, but i cant.

I'm not FUCKING complaining, i'm just making things complicating. :)

Q

thanks dom,
for being my buddy on my first day of school
psttf he was lyk WTF when mr mahen tell him to be my buddy
but who cares? he's my gay buddy already, he shares the same necklace with me =)

thanks ryan,
for bringing me paintball,
damn im addicted, wanna have some next time,
he is sooooooo cute and funny

thanks cat,
well according to her,
she says she dont lyk me,
as in hate me?!
but now she says she sayang me. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

thanks fifi,
i love the world cup retro.
seriouslyyyyyyyyyyyy
she's kinda, have no reactions, lyk a piece of wood
but yeahh a very nice person
sorry i screwed her birthday =C

thanks sue anne, aka susu
(c) only I can call her susu! others dont copy!
she's a lovable person,
love to bully me,
but i win the arm wrestling weeeeeeeeeeeeeee
she's lyk a sister to me, i definitely will miss her

thanks mas,
what should i say?
true best-est friend
if i wanna type out everything that happen between us,
sizzly, it would take days
hope she's happy everytime,

thanks everyone,
for show me some sincerity in the eyeball,
i know, one day i'll be dead and forgotten,
but i hope, when you see weeeeeeeeeeeeee
i hope i reminds you of me,
i love you all

truthfully,
zik

airplanes airplanes

when everythings wrong
when everythings bad
when everythings' crazy
when everythings out of control
when everythings' complicated
when everythings' fuck up
im wishing upon you

wishing upon an airplane,
hope everything come to an end,
all the haze make a maze,
i maybe lost but im not losing.
tried to get back up when everythings fuck up.
haters pulling me down
gives me frown
fuck the clowns
played the game
risk the fames
lost the cards
dealt the hards
my life is like a formulated math
i designed the past
multiply all the worst
divide all the hate
add to the greats
doubted by many and none was proud
a lot of money on school to take a different route
they sayi had a future but i couldn't figure it out
i just knew i had a life and wanna live it out
but now im stuck here, express my visions constantly
thought im risen throughly
still i refuse to accept it eventually
wishing upon an airplane flying globally


truthfully
zikness